Im in dilemma. What do i do? Do i go the straight way by staying at pure science or do i turn right to go to combined science? What to do? I really really want to stay at pure science but 50% of my heart knows that I can't make it. My SA1 results are going to be disaster siak. Pure chemistry a subject which I thought I was oukay with, the test was fucking hard. I don't even think I will get an E8, I think Im going to get a freaking F9. Freaking dilemma. I don't want to disappoint my family with my disgusting grades but at the same time I don't want to disappoint them by dropping to combined science as they have been paying freaking alot for my tuitions. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH! IM FUCKED UP. Well, I think I will leave it to my SA1 marks. we will see how.

I hate all these subjects: amaths, chem, physics and literature. wish me luck in coping. well till then, byes then. :D

im moving on in life